THE SUBTLE THINGS

I was listening to a poddy, where this girl Ruby talks about how she feels lucky bcus her core and inside feels safe. Bcus it knows and it feels what excistence truly is. It cares about the suttles things, and the rest it doesn´t care about.

And it truly stuck out to me, alongside other things she talked about.

I have always wondered if I am a bit delulu, and I probably am.

However, I have truly felt existence at different extremes, and I know my core so well bcus of this. Which I feel lucky about, the way I excitedly get to view life and experiences and opportunities. It lets me think and feel and dream big. Whatever big is to me anyway. I think my mext step is what she mentioned secondly -It cares about the suttle things, and the rest it dorsnt care about.

Sometimes the big dreams leads me feeling a bit lost, however I find that my values always bring me back to clearity. Alongside being humbled by rocky mistakes.

I see mistakes, the unknown/uncertainty and endless opportunities very exciting now.

Life often feels like a crazy experience, in big moments or small moments. I can get this rush of euphoria while sitting quietly on a bench watching the ocean dance, or as the music feels louder and louder and I am doing the dance myself. Possibly with a beer in my hand. Its all about balance, right.